Spiritual Dryness
Why is it so hard to talk about? I may be wrong, but it seems to me that of all the topics that Christian thinkers think, write, or talk about, this must be at the top of the ‘practical’ list, that is, the list that people actually are interested in reacting, reading, or hearing about.
I am not one to eschew knotty theological problems or to dismiss intellectualism as not relevant to the Church, but sometimes scholars simply must get dirty if they want to connect with regular people. I’m no scholar, at least in the traditional sense, but I am forced now to talk about spiritual dryness–not because I want to pander to sentimentality, but because I cannot turn away from dryness–it is in me.
Why is it so hard to talk about, then? But perhaps it is not. My transitory lifestyle for the past few years has made it difficult for me to lay down any really solid roots in a bible study or a prayer group, and so when I find myself in a difficult place spiritually, I am at a loss where to turn. A believer who is connected in a community generally has someone who they can turn to, someone who they can be open with and share their struggles with; at the very least, they have a pastor whose job it is to do so, even if they feel uncomfortable approaching him.
But how many Christians are out there, possibly even reading this post, that have a stable life and home, have a decent or good church they are a part of, but do not feel connected to the body in the way that I have outlined—dare I say, in the way that we should? I do not know. It is my sincere hope that there are not many who find themselves in my position. It is also my hope that any who do might take some encouragment from this writing.
Whereas the Church is meant to be a place of openness and sharing, I find for myself that it is not. To me, the Church seems far too often judgmental, critical, legalistic, uncompassionate, and hypocritical. But I must legitimately consider the question of where this perception comes from. Is it from my own experiences? From other peoples’ stories? From media portrayals? Perhaps some of each is present in my thoughts.
Has the Church reacted so much to immorality in the world that it has emphasized morality to the point of ostracizing struggling saints? Have we listened—and understood—the message of Job? I could continue, but my questions boil down to one that I want to consider: How can the Church present itself as an attractive thing to those outside of it and yet maintain a standard of holiness?